sucked.
awkward.
depressing.
boring.
and upsetting.

i dont want to forget, but i want to move on.

i am dying inside.
i refuse to eat, i refuse to talk.
i refuse to do anything.

im becoming pathetically more and more like bella swan, and it sickens me.

i miss him, but at the same time i dont.

im confused and dont know what to do.

i feel like sleeping- but i only wish i would never wake up.